I keep having random moments of ” I’m not where I want to be in life”. The real question is where do I want to be? What is it that I want? What am I in search of? What kind of life do I so badly want? Have I worked for it hard enough? I go to work everyday and I just feel like what am I doing to myself. This is not where I want to be. This is not what I want to be doing. It just always goes back to ” what do I want” I keep imaging myself in a loft apartment with floor to ceiling windows. Everything white and gray with a hint of color. Not having to wake up to a job I don’t want to be at. More so waking up at a more decent time and getting my day started. Getting dressed up && going to go get some tea from the near by coffee shop lol. I can picture all of that up until the job that I am doing. I just want to feel fulfilled everyday. Of course some days won’t be as easy as others, but when you’re doing exactly what you want to do it’s all worth it right? I’m so good at listening and helping ppl become better versions of themselves. I love motivating and encouraging people to be better. I love seeing people succeed. I always envision working in the city so I can go to near by places for lunch lol. I never really wanted to be a manger but I can see myself having a great team and me being a bomb ass boss! Question is wtf do I want to do. How tf do I narrow it down. Okay therapist ? Umm idk. Life coach I can see it. Motivational speak lol ummmmm it’s possible. Guidance counselor I really don’t want to work school hours though. I want freedom. I want everyday to look different. I just want to be able to wake up everyday and feel like I am fulfilled. Husband and kids can come whenever that time comes. But this success I want this now !!

Oh yea I’m going back to school in the fall for psychology 🙂

Idk what do y’all want? What does your dream life look like? Are you feeling fulfilled at work? Do you feel like it’s more you could be doing? Are you doing more? What more could you be doing? Are you ready for success?

Just random shit I ask myself. What do you ask yourself ?

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